I loved you differently. Don’t want you back you’re just the best I ever had. My spirit is bruised but my tenacity could never be shaken by your betrayals. They say you never lose by loving, I know I’ve lost something but the fact that I do not know what’s missing tells me I am better off without it. You were my north my south my east and west. People make decisions causing other people to make decisions, and so on. Comfort may very well be the death of growth. Here we grow. The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack. Settle for my ghost if you want.
These are my last words on this man, I’ve spent too much time and tears on you, it’s time to focus on my own demons. Loving you had consequences, loving myself more than I ever loved you may as well but I’m willing to take that chance.
For the people reading that that have suspicions, listen to your heart, even if it makes you sick to your stomach. And if you are reading this, thank you, I mean that. Seriously thank you for everything but most especially for finally showing me who you really are…
tu seras toujours dans mon coeur.
Quote sources: Vertical Horizon, W.H. Auden, kinda Justin Bieber, Ozark, Robert Pinsky, Abe Lincoln, Teal Swan, Brenee Brown, and myself 😉
