July 28th 2008 Told Evan that the passion just isn't there. He seems to be very upset, he said he cried again...I feel numb to his suffering, too much has happened between us for my heart to feel for him. Does the wind really depict how tides change..does the moon? At any rate it seems… Continue reading Only the Devil KNows
Category: love
Brotherly Love?
My brother is older than me; much older…yeah he is 10 years older. My Mom always says “something happened at 35 and your Dad got a lot cuter (wink wink (her)…GROSS! (me))”. It’s always amusing when he’s tried to give me marital and or relationship advice. In his defense he says very little but when… Continue reading Brotherly Love?
Frequentato
Everywhere I walk all I see are ghosts, specters, mists that look like your face, your eyes. A whiff of your smell or a flash of us laughing, sitting in that spot where we once called it love; I see places we went, things we did, things he said, things she said and it’s all… Continue reading Frequentato
“I may be blind, but there are some things I still see” -Duncan (Robin Hood)
All I ever wanted was to love and be loved in return. No games, no nonsense. Love isn’t suppose to be complicated…love is patient, love is kind, love is not boastful, right?! Love is also complicated and also simply uncomplicated. You either do or do lot love but there is sometimes grey area, love will… Continue reading “I may be blind, but there are some things I still see” -Duncan (Robin Hood)
Push Me Pull You
12/24/2014 Boy meets girl who has given up on white horses, she is happy with friends and work. Boy sees that she still may need to be saved. Boy seems too good to be true so girl dips her feet in but even after a year and many ‘I love you’s’ she is still not… Continue reading Push Me Pull You
Pindrop or Anvil. It’s like Russian Roulette.
Sometimes my heart is so full, I feel everything. Hearing others stories of tragedy, redemption, all the sadness and woe and yet ‘here we stand’ and yet some of us do not…even those of who lived through such tragedies and or woes. I myself am a skeleton of what I once was. What an actress… Continue reading Pindrop or Anvil. It’s like Russian Roulette.
Only the devil knows
9/28/14 After a slough of boys since Scott...one thing after another. It's pretty much gone one of two ways: they are trouble and or emotionally unavailable and I desire to be with them or they are secure in most ways and want to be with me and I feel nothing. I am "the full package",… Continue reading Only the devil knows
True love or true infidelity..
There is something surreal that comes when you've found the one, like all the mistakes, all the hurt and all the bitterness in the world is gone, and all that's left is the perfection of imperfection –Me 2/5/11 Is ignorance bliss? I don’t know what to write other than that because it seems as though… Continue reading True love or true infidelity..