In the light of day the room seemed completely different but the stench of that fight lingered. It’s been almost six months with Kyle. So like and so unlike any other. By far the most transparent relationship and the most passionate I have ever experienced. Here in Panama the winds wail and cry for the… Continue reading Birthday Blues
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Idealology
At a certain point we all have to grow up. That sounds like a basic idea right? It could be all encompassing or it could be about the car your driving, your living in a pod and your 40 years old, or your a dude in your 30's still living with your Mom and your… Continue reading Idealology
Ride or Die
After years sitting in perdition, I found someone; If you have ever been broken, heart put in a blender, heart run over by a semi…as the ex looks on, arm and head out the window, tipping their trucker hat like ‘you’re welcome’ as they pass by you standing there, with an empty hole where your… Continue reading Ride or Die
“Ask me no questions and I’ll tell you no lies”
And sometimes the answer we get is our greatest fear. "When we're headed toward an outcome that's too horrible to face, that's when we go looking for a second opinion. And sometimes, the answer we get just confirms our worst fears. But sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem, make you see it… Continue reading “Ask me no questions and I’ll tell you no lies”
Only the Devil KNows
July 28th 2008 Told Evan that the passion just isn't there. He seems to be very upset, he said he cried again...I feel numb to his suffering, too much has happened between us for my heart to feel for him. Does the wind really depict how tides change..does the moon? At any rate it seems… Continue reading Only the Devil KNows
#26
Once… I met a boy off Myspace. Kyle, he was very Seattle, snow sport and outdoors fanatic, sarcastic, loved flannels…hilarious, smart and after coming out of a very bad relationship he looked like gold. For a year…circa 2009 he was a Mr. Big for me. Completely emotionally unavailable, sexy, smart…all the things that draw you… Continue reading #26
Push Me Pull You
12/24/2014 Boy meets girl who has given up on white horses, she is happy with friends and work. Boy sees that she still may need to be saved. Boy seems too good to be true so girl dips her feet in but even after a year and many ‘I love you’s’ she is still not… Continue reading Push Me Pull You